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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Begining to Ending


closeing my eyes wondering my hearts desire
could it be I love you and everything you may be
my heart wants to see but my eyes being so unwilling
so when I see you I close my eyes in hopes you'll disapear but when I open them you're still here
you gaze upon my face knowing my fear
you look me in the eyes with your hand on my face and say "don't worry, everything is alright and I'm here and for you'll I'll make everything right"
my fairytale has begun as I feel my knees weaken
you're the one I waited for, you're my prince charming and so much more
the prince and me no longer a dream
were out for everyone to see
no one can make me smile like he does, no one knows me like he does and supriseingly he loves me like no one else does
I got my fairytale begining but what about thee ending?


thx riana

 

goodbye life

close my eyes it's not the first time time to die/ time for no more lies/ clutch the razor for dear life/open my eyes and that when i see the darken line from last time/ not all that fresh but not all that old/

the scar has faded but the pain stayed the same/ drop the razor, the tool of choice/ a single finger tracing last time/ will it be the same spot this time/ never, i need more then pain this time/

goodbye life/ tear after tear leaving my body/ i'm shaking now but i can no longer live/ i'm alone, no ones here/ all by myself/ they don't really care/ drowning into the sarrow of my fears/

the shakeing wont stop as i pick the razor up off my desk/ i walk down the hall to the bathroom/ closeing the door behind me/ my thumb pressing into the lock/ i dont want to be found/ no one is due home till six/

i close my eyes/ if someone was here they'ld hear my breathing deepen/ my wrist is now over the sink, slicing into my flesh/ i cry as the blood floods into the sink/ if only for all this blood the pain could escape/

i scream as i press deeper but i dont stop/ cluting my eyes shut but it doesn't make me stop/ pressing harder, i'm passed out now/ if only i wished because now i'm dead/goodbye life that's no longer mine


Tuesday, December 28, 2004

~*~*April Fool*~*~

 

It’s springtime/ the season for love/

The weather and people/ fit hand in glove/

Everyone has found that someone/ and the mushy love songs have just begun/

Kissing and hugging all so tight/ looks so wrong but feels so right/

Gazing into eyes so blue/ not to mention serenades and roses too/

Some say its cute/ others sweet/

But some say its pathetic/ some like me

 

Kissing in the dark

Holding hands in the park

Making out in the rain,

How it all just drives me insane,

I want to stab them with a knife

All the while saying get a life

Springtime is cupid’s tool But I want be his April fool.

 

In the spring you think of him all day/ but by the fall you suspect he's gay/

In the spring you do all you can/ but then you find out your not her only man/

In the spring you think she's great/ until you find she's the mother of eight/

((and they're not yours))/

In the spring you like him a lot/ until he steals you money to buy his pot/

See how much trouble love can be/ I think spring is a conspiracy

 

chorus:

 

Some say its cute/ others sweet/ but some say its pathetic/ some like me/

See how much trouble love can be/ I think spring is a conspiracy

 

chorus: x2

 

^ me & alexis song that we wrote


Monday, December 20, 2004

~*~*ALL OF THIS TO ME*~*~

 

Your the thought that starts each morning,

the conclusion to each day.

You are all that I do, and everything I say.

 

Your the smile on my face,the twinkle in my eye.

The warmth in my heart, the fullness in my life.

Your the hand thats laced in mine, and the coat upon my back.My friend,my love, my shoulder to lean on.

 

You my silly, mature, caring, thoughtful,bright, and honest guy.

The one who holds me tightly,when I need to cry.

Your the dimple in my cheek, the ever-constant tingle in my soul.

 

The voice that makes me weak, the happiness of my life.

Your all I've wanted, your all I need.

                         You are all I've dreamed of, you are all of this to me.


~*~*YOU*~*~

 

Just when it dawns on me and the night gets dark.

your the thought that fills my heart.

its hard to explain just how i feel,

but i'd do anything to show you its real.

when your in my arms.

you whisper in my ear.

everything i've ever wanted to hear.

every second we're apart.

it hurts worse than a broken heart.

i long for your touch.

i ache for the site of your beautiful eyes.

 you made me who i was.

                                                   you complete my life.



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